|"Jostling Line" 5x7 Oil on Panel|
Last week I very much felt like I was bumping up against a glass ceiling. Not so much in the feminism way, but in that I felt like I was overreaching the bounds of my ability. I can see through the barrier into what I want to be doing, but I need another leap before I can get there. My skills just aren't quite where I want them in order to tackle the next level. Eh, so it goes. I figure that I can either mope around, or push through and work through it until I find the next "ah ha!" moment where my understand enables me to tackle what I want.
My biggest frustration? People. I've been working on several pieces that just seem to fall apart. Take for example, this one:
There are a lot of things that I really like about it. I really like the composition. I really like the body language. I did okay making sure that the colors didn't go muddy, and I like the way that I resolved the background. But the skin tones are awful. Totally awful.
As a result, I'm going back to the basics. I went to a figure drawing class yesterday, and this week I am concentrating on drawing from life. Things like fruit help me stop for a moment and just practice mixing color. I'm able to stop worrying about producing something grand and just practice. Plus, I usually really enjoy the way they turn out. So, for the rest of the week you'll see some basic still life setups and exercises I'm pulling from other places. But don't worry, it will be fun!